What's up Dad,
I'm not doing so good down here. I have good moments then bad ones.....it's like you're off helping someone else right now. My mind seems to be wandering away from you and on to things that will feel good momentarily. Dad, i need you now. I'm frustrated and tired of feeling like a fat woman with bi-polar disorder. One second i'm crying, and the next i'm on top of the world....i know you see me. Are you really dancing over me like 24/7? If so can i join in...cause i'm not really feeling lite in my loafers these days. The world seemed to jump on my back and now i'm carrying it around like sack of potatoes...it's pretty heavy pops! I know you said your sacks are lite so maybe you could take 1 or 35 of mine so i can actually make my way down the streets of this life. I know you miss me talking to you, help me to make time for our daily conversations. Hug me. I need to feel your presence more than ever. Are you listening...cause it feels like i'm just jabbering away at myself. Dad, help me not to try and get even in this life, but you avenge me oh God i pray. Help not one of my hurts, or one single tear go unoticed by you. I'm your little girl...beat 'em all up for me pleasesesese?! Love you
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loved this one britt <3u..you are such a good writer..your "dad" will take care of it all..
ReplyDeleteMe tooooo....loved this one! Keep it up. He hears you!! Love you.
ReplyDeleteI love it too...I think you getting there one step at at time =)
ReplyDeleteDear Brittney,
ReplyDeleteWow ! Your post lept off the screen and sank right into my heart. In my life I have walked ground similar to what your standing on now. I "feel" you Britt and my heart goes out to you.
This IS a season in your life that will be only a short piece of your entire life. I know that's hard for you to grasp right now but you will, in time.
In my walk with God He has used music to minister to me greatly and I have found that whenever I sang to him when I was feeling really bad, I ended up feeling much better afterwards. So, here are two songs I'd like to hear and sing to. They will remind you that you're not alone and in singing them you'll put a smile on His face.
Dianne and I will not forget you when we talk with Him !
We love you Brittney !!
Harry & Dianne
Fee: When Everything Falls Apart .....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yhT7mAMbUKE&feature=PlayList&p=94F033F1D6736EA9&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=6
MercyMe: Hold Fast .....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Hny-xp4k9c
To everyone who's hurting
To those who've had enough
To all the undeserving
That should cover all of us
Please do not let go
I promise there is hope
Hold fast
Help is on the way
Hold fast
He's come to save the day
What I've learned in my life
One thing greater than my strife
Is His grasp
So hold fast
Will this season ever pass?
Can we stop this ride?
Will we see the sun at last?
Or could this be our lot in life?
Please do not let go
I promise you there's hope
You may think you're all alone
And there's no way that anyone could know
What you're going through
But if you only hear one thing
Just understand that we are all the same
Searching for the truth
The truth of what we're soon to face
Unless someone comes to take our place
Is there anyone?
All we want is to be free
Free from our captivity, Lord
Here He comes
you said
you'd never leave or foresake me
when you said,
this life is gonna shake me
you said
this world is gonna bring trouble on my soul
this i know
when everything falls apart
your arms hold me together
when everything falls apart
your the only hope for this heart
when everything falls apart
and my strength is gone
i find you mighty and strong
you keep holding on
you keep holding on
when i see
the darkness all around me
when i see
the tragedy has found me
i still believe
your faithful arms will never let me go
and still i know
when everything falls apart
your arms hold me together
when everything falls apart
your the only hope for this heart
when everything falls apart
and my strength is gone
i find you mighty and strong
you keep holding on
you keep holding on
sorrow willl last for the night
but hope is rising with the sun
(its rising with the sun)
there will be storms in this life
but i know you will overcome
when everything falls apart
your arms hold me together
when everything falls apart
your the only hope for this heart
when everything falls apart
and my strength is gone
i find you mighty and strong
you keep holding on
when everything falls apart
your arms hold me together
when everything falls apart
your the only hope for this heart
when everything falls apart
and my strength is gone
i find you mighty and strong
you keep holding on
you keep holding on